Thursday, December 2, 2010
53 followers..
I have 53 followers on twitter. I wish I had more followers here on my blog. I know I don't write as often as I used to, and I know that I don't write fully about all the baby making difficulty like I used to when my blog was known as TTC in Saint Charles. But my life has been quite an adventure this year. Hopefully I'll have more to write about over this next year. I really look forward to turning 30 this next month, almost an exact month away from now. I'm hoping that my 30's are amazing.
It's Happening Again..
I have no idea what I will do with myself if I have a new foot blister, once the blistered skin is removed it turns into an ulcer. Last time I had a blister it took me over half a year to heal, however I was on my feet a lot during that time, in the middle of moving and then unpacking. This time if I have a new blister at least I'll have the time to be off of my feet and let it slowly heal.
I feel like having it amputated. At least then I'd have one less thing to worry about. No more foot drop, neuropathy problems of the ankle and foot. I know it would be difficult to adjust but there is a part of me that just feels it would be easier to handle having this handicap as opposed to having the one I now struggle with.
One foot blister that spread all over the bottle of my poor foot and then was an ulcer for over half a year later, that now wants to come back again as it seems to never want to heal. I do not want to have this problem for the rest of my life. I never had this problem before that stupid ped egg. That ped egg is evil and what started this entire mess. My poor foot acts like it's diabetic. These are days that I wish I wasn't disabled and was "normal" once again. Oh how my life would be entirely different if that was the case.
I feel like having it amputated. At least then I'd have one less thing to worry about. No more foot drop, neuropathy problems of the ankle and foot. I know it would be difficult to adjust but there is a part of me that just feels it would be easier to handle having this handicap as opposed to having the one I now struggle with.
One foot blister that spread all over the bottle of my poor foot and then was an ulcer for over half a year later, that now wants to come back again as it seems to never want to heal. I do not want to have this problem for the rest of my life. I never had this problem before that stupid ped egg. That ped egg is evil and what started this entire mess. My poor foot acts like it's diabetic. These are days that I wish I wasn't disabled and was "normal" once again. Oh how my life would be entirely different if that was the case.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Gift Wrapping
Gift wrapping, I need to start wrapping up all the gifts that I got for people from Black Friday up till now. I just haven't felt motivated at all. The time change is still bothering me, just want to sleep in. Yesterday had a huge case of the Monday's and today I find it difficult to motivate myself up out off the couch to clean around the house. Need to do the gift wrapping, need to start the laundry, need to run out. Guess I'll see what all I am able to accomplish.
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