I have no idea what I will do with myself if I have a new foot blister, once the blistered skin is removed it turns into an ulcer. Last time I had a blister it took me over half a year to heal, however I was on my feet a lot during that time, in the middle of moving and then unpacking. This time if I have a new blister at least I'll have the time to be off of my feet and let it slowly heal.
I feel like having it amputated. At least then I'd have one less thing to worry about. No more foot drop, neuropathy problems of the ankle and foot. I know it would be difficult to adjust but there is a part of me that just feels it would be easier to handle having this handicap as opposed to having the one I now struggle with.
One foot blister that spread all over the bottle of my poor foot and then was an ulcer for over half a year later, that now wants to come back again as it seems to never want to heal. I do not want to have this problem for the rest of my life. I never had this problem before that stupid ped egg. That ped egg is evil and what started this entire mess. My poor foot acts like it's diabetic. These are days that I wish I wasn't disabled and was "normal" once again. Oh how my life would be entirely different if that was the case.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Gift Wrapping
Gift wrapping, I need to start wrapping up all the gifts that I got for people from Black Friday up till now. I just haven't felt motivated at all. The time change is still bothering me, just want to sleep in. Yesterday had a huge case of the Monday's and today I find it difficult to motivate myself up out off the couch to clean around the house. Need to do the gift wrapping, need to start the laundry, need to run out. Guess I'll see what all I am able to accomplish.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Thanksgiving Was Good
Thanksgiving was good. The past few weeks have been very busy and now I'm attempting to zap myself out of a bad case of the Monday's. I've done the usual things that I already would have done earlier in the month if not due to getting ready for Thanksgiving, bills, changed the bedding in the master bedroom which looks nice. Now all I have to get to is the dishes and the laundry but it's been raining all day and the last thing I want is a power outage right as I get a load going. I'll have to motivate myself to get the rest of my chores done today.
Like I said, thanksgiving was good. Had both sides of the family over at the house and there was no uncomfortable confrontations, no fights, no arguments, no disagreements. What there was, was late arrivals, which didn't bother me that much but the food was a little cool according to a few. There was amazingly tasty food aside from the dead bird that was sitting in our kitchen, I believe people actually ate it even though they said that they would love a vegetarian meal. Just goes to show you that people will eat what you put in front of them and if meat isn't there they won't eat it or probably miss it. There was nice conversation for the most part and I even was able to get the young kids to help me decorate the tree. Decorating the tree was my favorite part. Overall I wish I could have visited more with my family, just feels like when they arrived food was almost ready, we ate, then there was some visiting after the meal but more just cleaning up and decorating the tree, then family left. My husband's family stuck around for just a little bit longer visiting while I cleaned up everything. It took a while after everyone had left but we were able to clean up most of the kitchen and dining room.
I was so happy that for the first time the front room was used as it is supposed to be used, as a dining room. I look forward to a huge beautiful dining table with enough seating for 16 someday.
Went out on Black Friday and did shopping, continued to do some shopping this weekend and now attempting to finish my shopping today and through this week. I really hope that by this next Friday I will have all the shopping 100% finished for the holidays.
Now to pull myself out of this "case of the Monday's" slump and take care of the dishes and laundry.
Like I said, thanksgiving was good. Had both sides of the family over at the house and there was no uncomfortable confrontations, no fights, no arguments, no disagreements. What there was, was late arrivals, which didn't bother me that much but the food was a little cool according to a few. There was amazingly tasty food aside from the dead bird that was sitting in our kitchen, I believe people actually ate it even though they said that they would love a vegetarian meal. Just goes to show you that people will eat what you put in front of them and if meat isn't there they won't eat it or probably miss it. There was nice conversation for the most part and I even was able to get the young kids to help me decorate the tree. Decorating the tree was my favorite part. Overall I wish I could have visited more with my family, just feels like when they arrived food was almost ready, we ate, then there was some visiting after the meal but more just cleaning up and decorating the tree, then family left. My husband's family stuck around for just a little bit longer visiting while I cleaned up everything. It took a while after everyone had left but we were able to clean up most of the kitchen and dining room.
I was so happy that for the first time the front room was used as it is supposed to be used, as a dining room. I look forward to a huge beautiful dining table with enough seating for 16 someday.
Went out on Black Friday and did shopping, continued to do some shopping this weekend and now attempting to finish my shopping today and through this week. I really hope that by this next Friday I will have all the shopping 100% finished for the holidays.
Now to pull myself out of this "case of the Monday's" slump and take care of the dishes and laundry.
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